What my true dream is 

On my bucket list it says to go to Jerusalem..the holy lands. I will one day. But mainly it’s this… I received this in my email for today’s prophetic word. I wonder are they system generated or is this another example God talking to me through the internet…

In a way, I see that in my life now. I am 29 years old with no children but all of my friends are like my children because i believe they would be dead or in a huge pickle always without me. Sometimes they listen…most times they don’t.  I feel like i was called by God to lead but no one takes me seriously. It seems so unlikely… But I serve a God who specializes in the impossible.  I trust him and his judgement that i am greater than i give myself credit before. Anyone else feel this way or similar in a different scenario. Please testify in the comments. I would enjoy to read them ❤🔯👑

You will not be barren or childless, says the LORD, for I have impregnated you with My seed. You will have many spiritual children and your quiver will be full. They are My heritage, and you will rejoice in all that I give you, says the LORD. They will not be burdensome to you but your joy shall be great as you birth them, nurture them, and lead them. You will feel great pleasure in watching them grow and learn as you mentor them and support the steps that they take. For all of your children will arise and call you blessed. They will praise you and honor you and prize you, says the LORD.

Your fruit will remain, says the LORD. For those that you bring up will stand up and be clad with My armor of light. They will be filled with My Spirit and stand as a ready army in My kingdom. You will lead the troops that you have brought forth and trained, and they will become obedient to the commands that you make as you hear them from Me, says the LORD. For honor and glory are your lot, and as you follow My lead continually, many will come into My kingdom and glory because of you, and they will honor you and honor My great name, says the LORD.

Midnight//Noon Thoughts

I wrote this about a year ago and i am still going through the most unbelievable situations in my life. I am 29 now… i am truly ready for whatever is to happen to come.. I WANT TO HELP YOU!

i know i must be patient, and i will. If you are reading this and know about networking… please send them my way! What topics would you like me to cover? Anyways… introducing… me 🦄

So Christina has been having difficult times. I swear on everything my soul is at a spiritual war. My heart truly believes I am here on this earth to do big, miraculous things in the name of YHWH but my flesh is like you ain’t gonna do nothing significant, you’re just a little girl stuck in Alabama.
True that, but one day, not tomorrow or probably even this year I will no longer be stuck and I WILL do some revolutionary things. Still figuring all that out but ya know what? Out of my 28.4 years of living this is what I know to be absolute true facts about life, the world, humans, and myself
1. God is real. Like for real. Believe or not, one of these days you will see. “…For I am going to do something in your days that you would not believe, even if you were told” Habakkuk 1:5
2. Love is all or nothing. You either do or dont. Don’t waste people’s time if you know that you don’t plan on spending forever with them and loving them even when they are wrong. “Love is patient, love is kind, it does not envy, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs” 1 Corinthians 13: 4-5
3. I’ve had more bad days than good ones. I bet that blows your mind because I stay smiling and positive (97% of the time, I’m human. I think) but I know that every single horrible thing that has happened to me was to prepare me for my future . “Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the father of compassion and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves have received from God.” 2 Corinthians 1:3
4. I’m a freaking genius and school only contributed like 10% of the knowledge I have. I love to read and observe life how it is. I can testify that my life is nothing but what the common folk would say is impossible, very possible. I grew up on both sides of the traclass. I was raised with a silver spoon but I ran and ruled the streets. “The spirit of the Sovereign Lord is on me, because the Lord has anointed me to preach good news to the poor. He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim freedom for the captives and release from darkness for the prisons, to proclaim the year of the Lord’s favor and the day of vengeance of our God, to comfort all who mourn, and provide for those grieve in Zion- to bestow on them a crown of beauty instead of ashes, the oil of gladness instead of mourning, and a garment of praise instead of a spirit of despair. They will be called oaks of righteousness, a planting of the Lord for the display of his splendor.” Isaiah 61:1-3
5. I don’t like being called a Christian because I believe religion is the #1 way to step back from what the real truth is. I’m a soldier of Jah’s army. “I am a servant of this gospel by the gift of God’s grace given me through the working of his power. Although I am less than the least of all God’s people, this grace was given to ME: to preach to the Gentiles (yous guys) the unsearchable riches of Christ, and to make plain to everyone the administration of this mystery, which for ages past was kept hidden in God, who created ALL things.” Ephesians 3: 7-9
6. I cuss and I listen to secular music and always will. First of all, who even decided cuss words are cuss words? Man? I won’t even go into detail how I feel about this. I’m am English major…I have read the dictionary. It’s a word. A mere word. And cuss words definitely vary all over the world and honestly in this day and age maybe being real and not changing who I have always been will make my purpose more effective because I can still be the gangster that I am and be chosen. You can too! And I’m a musician and after God it’s my most favorite thing in the world. Music saved my life. And I love every type and genre. I love to perform music (I can play pretty much every instrument). God has definitely spoke to me through songs that weren’t “Christian”. God can do anything and everything. It’s foolish to even think that even in the worst of situations God can’t change it in an instant or be there. “To the chosen lady and her children whom I love in the truth- and not I only, but also all who know the truth because of the truth, which lives in us and will be with us forever ” 2 John 1:1
7. I am loved. There hasn’t been not one single day in my life somebody didn’t tell me that they loved me. “May our Lord Jesus Christ himself and God our Father who loved us and by his grace gave us eternal encouragement and good hope, encourage your hearts and strengthen you in every good deed and word.” 2 Thessalonians 2: 16-17

That’s all I know so far. And that’s good enough for me. I am blessed and highly favored. I was chosen. And I know what I am talking about and believe it with my all my heart. I’ll die for the cause if need be.

“I am not saying this because I am in need, for I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or want. I can do EVERYTHING through him who gives me strength.” Philippians 4: 11-12

Disciplinship

Trying to understand my Fathers Plan. My purpose and association to man. Where exactly is this promised land? Jehovah im your biggest fan! 


seeking the great I am. I write these words…Hope only to be heard ..By the one who is invisible, the silence is killing me but to lose faith would be …absurd.  He that is the one puts flight in every bird. Why am i constantly off track. Even the wisest see me as wack. My knowledge surpasses theirs, thats a fact. Adversary has the world on a hack. Im over here just tryin to bring us back. I dont know what to do to explain to you..Our moments in time are few. The aura of my faith blazes blue looking for my tribe, my crew to coincide all that has been tried. And attempt to hide. The law i abide after Jesus Christ died . So we never have to suffer. There will be no other! So wake up, brother! Take a stand. Be a purchased brand. Life will soon be grand. I’ll do whatever i can to make you understand… (repeat from beginning)

God talks to you through the internet.

Trust me, I’ve prayed on it, tested it, and have been confirmed several times GOD CAN DO WHATEVER HE WANTS WHERE HE WANTS BECAUSE THIS IS HIS WILL: to Love us and show us our true beauty.  We all have fallen short… but he is such a good good father he will pick us back up. 

Well now we know the answer is yes, i am using it to seek out those of like minds and in need of being put in the know. 

Oh hi, yes I do still exist. Life has been… a day by day thing . The new year has come (and damn near almost gone) The man of my dreams has finally made it back to me, I changed my life into what I want to do with my time, because one thing I know for sure if I know anything at all is that this world will not how we know today in all due time. Pretend it’s all a hoax. Pretend that you kinda feel deep down in your soul that something is going to happen in our lives that is going to change everything. What do I believe will happen? I pray Jesus returns. It’s almost at the midnight hour, I am sure of it.  I want to be ready (even though I know I will NEVER be truly ready)  and I want to be right with my Maker. I have made so many terrible mistakes in my life that I had to learn the hard way to get to where I am today.  And the friends, time, possessions, and some of my mind I have lost in my life time, and I am truly over bullshit, anything that is not relevant to seeking truth, and people who don’t love me for who I am. My outlook on life hasn’t changed, but my God I now have time to do the research and studies on putting the pieces together and finding my purpose and fulfilling it. I don’t know who is gonna be riding with me besides my mom, dad, lee, and Megan, but that’s plenty enough and I know maybe along the line I will have others who see what I see, and know what I know and want to join me on this amazing quest to find God and let the world know that he is ALIVE and he loves each and every last one of us. To whom ever this may concern: it’s okay if you don’t believe, you don’t have to. It’s okay if you don’t think I am more special than anyone else. I don’t believe that I am, but HE does. And that my friends, isn’t up to you or me. You will see. Mountains will bow down and the seas will roar at the sound of his Almighty name.

I’m not crazy, Im just a nerd. And incredibly adored by God. If you only knew what it was like to walk in my shoes… you wouldn’t even know how to take the first step.  I crawl most days myself, so just know I don’t say these things for my health or attention.  I want you to PAY ATTENTION.

I can’t believe that i am so highly looked at… in reality im a nobody. But really I am of the i am… and i can be that somebody show the light. 

Are you that somebody? Do not feel ashamed or shy to message me or ask any question under the sun. I am here to help.  

And anyone else who would like to join me and/or help me with networking and getting out to the people  PLEASE DROP A LINE! 

Selah