When things add up for you. Literally

Ever since I could remember, I have been absolutely terrible at math. It’s too hard and just never clicked in my head. But I do love to read..God I love to read and write. About 3 years ago I grew bored with reading and had a random thought that maybe numbers meant something. This thought wasn’t completely abstract because about 2 years before that, the last time I tripped on acid for a good part of that trip I saw numbers all around me. I could move them and mix them. It was insane. I didn’t understand what it meant at the time but now I do… everything adds up. It may not add up according to your life and will, but in the end your numbers add into the bigger picture.
Ever wonder how and why horoscopes are made? And usually you relate (if you dont you may either be born on a cusp or which ever horoscope you read was written in error ) numbers .
Ever wonder how psychics are real (if you think they are not, guess again) ? Numbers…. sometimes… that’s a different post… but willing to bet the psychic is aware of the power of numbers .
Before I researched anything I decided to write out what the numbers would mean if anything at all. When I got to #9 I felt like that was it…even though I believe several other numbers like 12,19 33,40, 47, 74,77, 360, 720, and 144000 have significance too (they do) but 1 thru 9 is the key.

No, literally its the key.

I researched what I got and yall… I was right.

Tf??!?!

I surprise myself sometimes with the things I think of and or create. This can’t be normal how deeply and profoundly I think about stuff.

And that day was the day I started to go all the way crazy šŸ˜†šŸ˜‚ I kid about it, but now that I have been enlightened by such ancient esoteric knowledge what should I do with it? I only can see like every thing and anything I want I guess. A friend said “if you look hard enough you will find what you are seeking” true. But this shit right here has yet to fail me or anyone else I have done a reading for. I am at 100% at being able to read numbers efficiently.

Of course I tested myself and made sure I knew what I was taking about because I represent truth and I am here to shut the fakes, false, and negative away. Not cater to it.

So on that note, let me read your numbers !!! I do it free of charge but the person I read for usually ends up giving me a gift or donation because they know I am in a constant cycle of financial instability… but not forever.. the time has come I stop being a broke 30 year old college graduate with real work ethic.

If you wanna chance me and donate before , I will immediately do your reading and get it to you within 12 hours unless otherwise stated by me. My husband started a fund for me and the goal is a $1. I haven’t made my goal yet. Will you chance $1 and your time to get the answers and clarity your soul yearns for? I got your back.

paypal.me/trapj3sus

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Acorns are cooler than you think

If you are on social media then I know you have seen the sponsored ads for Acorn and Stash. I’ve seriously wasted my money on stupider things so I decided to invest on $5 acorn and $15 on stash (was recommend so I can have my investments in 3 different places). Im still trying to figure out what’s going on but in one day my $5 on Acorn is now $116 i could cash out and like $30 pending and on stash I can cash out $29 but each investment had a different break down that was pending so I’ll let you know how that goes if anything exciting happens.

One might think i woild do anything for a dollar, but the truth is I am just trying to get money so i can find my dreams since the people who do that like to fund people who have no right motives or intentions on changing the world for the good. I am not being judgemental… the truth is in all of our faces and I choose to do what is right.

So if you have $5… pleeease check out acorn. They have a thing where you refer 5 people and go in the pot to share $100,000! Ends April 30. Gotta be in it to win it. an investment that could change your life

Social Networking

Incase you truly dig what I have to say… here are all the places I am located. I pray everyday for progression in my success to be able to capture an audience I can interact with and also grow with to build an empire that is unbreakable because our faith is from the Divine nature. And we listen to trap music singing holy holy holy

Perspective of Accountability

Start
To be
The woman who
Was predestined by yah
To change the entire world
Even though the odds seem unlikely
But at this point nothing could stop
Anything this particular goddess has in store for you
Trust me, she doesn’t want to, but she will
Only because the time is now or never
Shes tried running from this, but can’t
Defintely found out the hard way
But now she knows now
Who she really is
I am she
I am
Alpha

Over
All this
Bullshit called life
Man fucked it up
They’re wretches saved by grace
I know this seems dark
But I represent truth, my life duty
One of many all along the divine watchtower
Waiting for it to go down as written
I begged and refused, I constantly stay confused
But I trust in the Highest God-
The one who created it all
Kicking, crawling, screaming I’ll go
No sign to relent
Til He has
It all

Omega

I wrote this with the line scheme 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1

2 Corinthians translated in my mind example

Don’t yall love my titles? Lol 

I love to write but never do. I posses great, useful truth and knowledge yet no one listens. I am the against the grain, causing pain in the turning lame BUT I know who I am. I believe in who i am because I know the great i am. I accepted my role. What the means. Dunno. But I’m right with the Almighty and always right..y. lol 

Anyways. So facebook. Smh. I saw this.

Honestly, I haven’t even read what it says under the pictures… I read what Mr. Brandon with all the fancy accent marks had to say and it blew my mind because this is a fine example on why this world is in the confusion state it seems to be falling further in every day! Are we not reading the same Bible? I am pretty sure besides the first lines of Genesis being a famous quote from it “only God can judge me” is runner up! Am I being judgemental? Too critical? Or am I seeing past this shinnanigans because I’ve ascended?

This is what my two cents payed for:

I’ll let you know if anyone decides to disagree with me. They always do. That’s why people get crucified.  Gots to be more careful, yall. 

Understanding Your Purpose and PlaceĀ 

This is something I’ve always struggled with because I couldn’t fathom that out of all the inhabitants on this Earth… I am so important to God and his Plan. And you are too!! I’ve been kinda quiet about all the things that God has revealed to me because it’s not time. On the contrary I am on my 1:16 so I never miss a moment I can mention God.  

I would think you either live under a rock or got abducted by aliens if you haven’t noticed this whole world is losing their mind like they DMX thinking they some sort of Ruff Ryder when really they are either still asleep, waking up and rebelling/running away from the truth, or just straight from the darkest deepest doings of the adversary.  It’s so important to have a relationship with God!! Jeez, Just ask him. He is the most understanding, loving, patient Father you could ask for.  I don’t care if I sound crazy because I am indeed absolutely out of my mind LOL it’s time to RISE people. You are waiting for a miracle when it is very much so possible, you ARE the miracle. 
It’s funny I am trying so hard to get my pen and pad game on like Bruce Lee of loose leaf but it comes in spurts. I randomly wrote that has a caption of a picture and ended up inspiring someone unintentionally. Doesn’t surprise me, I know I am the light in darkness. I wanna be where the wild things are where it is said to be no chance of change or salvation for those who have wandered off. But all those who have wandered ARE NOT LOST. They are learning to be the soldiers or watchmen the world is going to need when it all goes down and Jesus finally comes back to beam us up.  All successful plans were prepared for. Yes impromptu can work too but…. trust me when I say… we will never be ready… But at least we can figure something out together. It only takes 2 to agree anyways.  I believe in my tribe and it’s time to click up and be who we were destined to be so we can go party with Jesus, ya dig?!?!

Get on my level, or hit the floor.

I obviously suck at blogging because I make guest appearances on my own damn blog .  I’ve just been so busy doing everything! I NEVER have an off day. If im not at DG I am traveling to a show.  We have managed to expand our services of being dedicated to the music we love and change our lives. Yahweh first. Always. We are the church on the streets. Then comes what we like to do which is actually go see a show and not have to work … not really i love being a disciple. Its fun and its seems whether we do non secular or secular music, we change 1 life at least and see something crazy  lol a few weeks ago we went to Atlanta for warped tour. We stayed a few days to pretend we were on vacation lol A  FEW weeks before that we saw jellyroll and ended up being recruited on the strange music street team .  Our first show is in August for theĀ”maday! Show in NOLA. Tonight we saw papa duck, dirty boyz and pastor troy. I felt like they were talking to me. I always think music is. When PT only performed 3 songs, it was confirmation for me that, yes mam the words spoken were meant for you to hear. The 3 songs we heard were the 3 we played getting there when i got off work. I’m telling you… I have been praying so hard because it seems we will be poor forever and our gifts are forever going to be lost in the ways of the world… but at the same time, people have been surfacing in our lives that CAN help us. I’ve heard it all before and no one has ever kept their word. Money doesn’t matter, I just want to be financially stable and be able to pay my mom back every time she ever gave me because she didn’t have to… And she deserves the world. Best mom i could ever have. Anyways. I am going to make a difference in this world and my dreams of being a writer and/musician/minister will happen. All I need is a chance. I like hard work. I’m adhd and everything is boring to me but God, music, And my klusterfuck husband of mine. I’m more than wealthy. I am blessed .  

Stranger than fiction. We are on a mission to make yall listen to what we spittin’. Y’all stuck in a mental prison, especially if you call your self a Christian. If you know this, congrats! You have eternally risen.

I wrote that as a caption of some pictures I took. I may add more. Likely it will be controversial because to be lame is not a part of my game. The least I want to be is  the same of those who are insane and untrained. I’m not trying to find fame, just a way to to maintain and glorify my Lords name .  
See. Shit comes out of nowhere.