When things add up for you. Literally

Ever since I could remember, I have been absolutely terrible at math. It’s too hard and just never clicked in my head. But I do love to read..God I love to read and write. About 3 years ago I grew bored with reading and had a random thought that maybe numbers meant something. This thought wasn’t completely abstract because about 2 years before that, the last time I tripped on acid for a good part of that trip I saw numbers all around me. I could move them and mix them. It was insane. I didn’t understand what it meant at the time but now I do… everything adds up. It may not add up according to your life and will, but in the end your numbers add into the bigger picture.
Ever wonder how and why horoscopes are made? And usually you relate (if you dont you may either be born on a cusp or which ever horoscope you read was written in error ) numbers .
Ever wonder how psychics are real (if you think they are not, guess again) ? Numbers…. sometimes… that’s a different post… but willing to bet the psychic is aware of the power of numbers .
Before I researched anything I decided to write out what the numbers would mean if anything at all. When I got to #9 I felt like that was it…even though I believe several other numbers like 12,19 33,40, 47, 74,77, 360, 720, and 144000 have significance too (they do) but 1 thru 9 is the key.

No, literally its the key.

I researched what I got and yall… I was right.

Tf??!?!

I surprise myself sometimes with the things I think of and or create. This can’t be normal how deeply and profoundly I think about stuff.

And that day was the day I started to go all the way crazy 😆😂 I kid about it, but now that I have been enlightened by such ancient esoteric knowledge what should I do with it? I only can see like every thing and anything I want I guess. A friend said “if you look hard enough you will find what you are seeking” true. But this shit right here has yet to fail me or anyone else I have done a reading for. I am at 100% at being able to read numbers efficiently.

Of course I tested myself and made sure I knew what I was taking about because I represent truth and I am here to shut the fakes, false, and negative away. Not cater to it.

So on that note, let me read your numbers !!! I do it free of charge but the person I read for usually ends up giving me a gift or donation because they know I am in a constant cycle of financial instability… but not forever.. the time has come I stop being a broke 30 year old college graduate with real work ethic.

If you wanna chance me and donate before , I will immediately do your reading and get it to you within 12 hours unless otherwise stated by me. My husband started a fund for me and the goal is a $1. I haven’t made my goal yet. Will you chance $1 and your time to get the answers and clarity your soul yearns for? I got your back.

paypal.me/trapj3sus

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Midnight//Noon Thoughts

I wrote this about a year ago and i am still going through the most unbelievable situations in my life. I am 29 now… i am truly ready for whatever is to happen to come.. I WANT TO HELP YOU!

i know i must be patient, and i will. If you are reading this and know about networking… please send them my way! What topics would you like me to cover? Anyways… introducing… me 🦄

So Christina has been having difficult times. I swear on everything my soul is at a spiritual war. My heart truly believes I am here on this earth to do big, miraculous things in the name of YHWH but my flesh is like you ain’t gonna do nothing significant, you’re just a little girl stuck in Alabama.
True that, but one day, not tomorrow or probably even this year I will no longer be stuck and I WILL do some revolutionary things. Still figuring all that out but ya know what? Out of my 28.4 years of living this is what I know to be absolute true facts about life, the world, humans, and myself
1. God is real. Like for real. Believe or not, one of these days you will see. “…For I am going to do something in your days that you would not believe, even if you were told” Habakkuk 1:5
2. Love is all or nothing. You either do or dont. Don’t waste people’s time if you know that you don’t plan on spending forever with them and loving them even when they are wrong. “Love is patient, love is kind, it does not envy, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs” 1 Corinthians 13: 4-5
3. I’ve had more bad days than good ones. I bet that blows your mind because I stay smiling and positive (97% of the time, I’m human. I think) but I know that every single horrible thing that has happened to me was to prepare me for my future . “Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the father of compassion and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves have received from God.” 2 Corinthians 1:3
4. I’m a freaking genius and school only contributed like 10% of the knowledge I have. I love to read and observe life how it is. I can testify that my life is nothing but what the common folk would say is impossible, very possible. I grew up on both sides of the traclass. I was raised with a silver spoon but I ran and ruled the streets. “The spirit of the Sovereign Lord is on me, because the Lord has anointed me to preach good news to the poor. He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim freedom for the captives and release from darkness for the prisons, to proclaim the year of the Lord’s favor and the day of vengeance of our God, to comfort all who mourn, and provide for those grieve in Zion- to bestow on them a crown of beauty instead of ashes, the oil of gladness instead of mourning, and a garment of praise instead of a spirit of despair. They will be called oaks of righteousness, a planting of the Lord for the display of his splendor.” Isaiah 61:1-3
5. I don’t like being called a Christian because I believe religion is the #1 way to step back from what the real truth is. I’m a soldier of Jah’s army. “I am a servant of this gospel by the gift of God’s grace given me through the working of his power. Although I am less than the least of all God’s people, this grace was given to ME: to preach to the Gentiles (yous guys) the unsearchable riches of Christ, and to make plain to everyone the administration of this mystery, which for ages past was kept hidden in God, who created ALL things.” Ephesians 3: 7-9
6. I cuss and I listen to secular music and always will. First of all, who even decided cuss words are cuss words? Man? I won’t even go into detail how I feel about this. I’m am English major…I have read the dictionary. It’s a word. A mere word. And cuss words definitely vary all over the world and honestly in this day and age maybe being real and not changing who I have always been will make my purpose more effective because I can still be the gangster that I am and be chosen. You can too! And I’m a musician and after God it’s my most favorite thing in the world. Music saved my life. And I love every type and genre. I love to perform music (I can play pretty much every instrument). God has definitely spoke to me through songs that weren’t “Christian”. God can do anything and everything. It’s foolish to even think that even in the worst of situations God can’t change it in an instant or be there. “To the chosen lady and her children whom I love in the truth- and not I only, but also all who know the truth because of the truth, which lives in us and will be with us forever ” 2 John 1:1
7. I am loved. There hasn’t been not one single day in my life somebody didn’t tell me that they loved me. “May our Lord Jesus Christ himself and God our Father who loved us and by his grace gave us eternal encouragement and good hope, encourage your hearts and strengthen you in every good deed and word.” 2 Thessalonians 2: 16-17

That’s all I know so far. And that’s good enough for me. I am blessed and highly favored. I was chosen. And I know what I am talking about and believe it with my all my heart. I’ll die for the cause if need be.

“I am not saying this because I am in need, for I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or want. I can do EVERYTHING through him who gives me strength.” Philippians 4: 11-12

Disciplinship

Trying to understand my Fathers Plan. My purpose and association to man. Where exactly is this promised land? Jehovah im your biggest fan! 


seeking the great I am. I write these words…Hope only to be heard ..By the one who is invisible, the silence is killing me but to lose faith would be …absurd.  He that is the one puts flight in every bird. Why am i constantly off track. Even the wisest see me as wack. My knowledge surpasses theirs, thats a fact. Adversary has the world on a hack. Im over here just tryin to bring us back. I dont know what to do to explain to you..Our moments in time are few. The aura of my faith blazes blue looking for my tribe, my crew to coincide all that has been tried. And attempt to hide. The law i abide after Jesus Christ died . So we never have to suffer. There will be no other! So wake up, brother! Take a stand. Be a purchased brand. Life will soon be grand. I’ll do whatever i can to make you understand… (repeat from beginning)