I have waited until the final hour of 2018 to make the decision that I was going to type up a reflection about it. I feel like that every year that passes New Years Eve/New Years means something different to me. When I was younger, it was exciting to stay up late (even though for the most part I had to set an alarm to wake me up so I did not miss it), when I became a teenager, it was one of the very few nights my parents allowed me to stay out past my curfew (best believe I had to be home at 12:30 the latest lol) My senior year, I got broken up with at 11:45 NYE then drove home bawling my eyes out, but by the time I got home I had dried my tears and pretended I was okay so I could kiss my mom on the cheek and make her feel special, even though I was completely heart broken. The next year, I started making New Years Resolutions, the first one I actually kept was to quit smoking. Which I did. Cold turkey too. Sadly I started to smoke again after that but, it did not last too much longer because I quit again Fat Tuesday of 2010. That same year I had came to Colorado for the first time. This trip was the furthest I had ever been without my parents and it would be the longest I had gone without seeing my mom (8 days). That year I remember Lil Wayne performed when the ball dropped in NYC. I watched it on TV because we were snowed in. I didn’t mind so much because Angry Birds had just been released on my Apple Gen 1 Ipad. I had shit to do 😛 Fast forward to avoid rambling, ever since I knew I had the power to do whatever I wanted to do, I made it a point to make at least one resolution and do all that I can to keep it. I am not sure where my confidence has went within the past few years, but it seems that I have become this selfless person who goes above and beyond for another human being. It doesn’t even have to be my friend. Hell, it don’t even have to be someone I like, if you have the balls to ask me to help you with something, it is the God in me to do that. I am constantly getting my feelings hurt, losing friends, getting talked about by these so called friends, as if my haters don’t stay busy enough doing all they can to make sure I know my place. When Lee got in his wreck, very few people asked us how he (we) were doing. I was kind of disappointed. People LOVE drama and to be nosey… why weren’t they doing so now? Even though the wreck shook our lives to the core, we gained so much from it. I started to regain a sense of myself again. I had forgotten how smart, crafty, philosophical and unique I truly am. I have always felt like a total outcast, reject even amongst people I do have things in common with or truly care about me. On the contrary, I have always been 100% comfortable with being by myself. I am more than thankful that I have a partner who is just as reclusive as me and doesn’t mind staying at home rather than run the streets. One would think after such a tragic event like the wreck things would start to get better, but everything only started to get worse. People we have known for more than a decade started turning on us. It is already pretty difficult being selfless and loyal to your friends, but try dating someone who is just as selfless as you AND loyal to ANYONE. There are literally no boundaries and we don’t have much of a relationship, because we have invited everyone in the world to join us, because we want them to know that someone in this world does care and can or would be there if they needed us. Just by being ourselves, we allowed people to see that there are people in this world who are still kind and give without expecting anything in return. You have no idea how many times we have heard that they have never met anyone like us before, but later on down the line call us out of our name and tell us how fake and ungodly we are because we either decided to say no and choose ourselves for a change or cannot help or give someone something because we simply do not have it. Actually, that was last years New Years Resolution, stop giving our last dollar to other people when WE need it. We definitely did not follow through with this one so, I am going to try it again this year but on another deeper level. I had claimed 2018 to be my year. I turned 30, I had moved half way across the country, I knew I had a purpose and I was going somewhere in my life.. That is how I felt in January.. It is now December and looking back at 2018…this has been by far the hardest year emotionally for me. I learned alot about other people, myself, and what is to come in the future. I am not claiming 2019 to be my year, but I am claiming it to be the year for once in my life I am going to be selfmore. Haha I have no idea what it feels like to put myself in all situations. I have never thought about thinking about myself first and then worrying about everyone else. Is that not insane?? Yes it is, because for more than 2 decades I allowed myself to be taken advantage of, manipulated, and heartbroken by the people I truly love. I have never really asked anyone for anything … okay I have but I always get rejected or get talked about for some reason because people think I am spoiled or rich which neither of those are characteristics I have experience in. 19 is my favorite number… by birthday is on the 19th.. Perhaps that is why I have always been so keen to that number. If you didn’t know, I am huge into numerology, and 2019 = 3… which is a divine number and also what my number changed to when I got my name changed (it used to be 7) By default of the universe, this year is going to be another surprising year, filled with never seen or done before events….but the odds will be in my favor. I am truly counting on this year to be jaw dropping. Why? Because the world needs a spark lit under its ass because I do believe we all have lost touch with our true inner selves. This year, I am stepping up into my purpose, and embracing it. I want to be different. I am dying for change, I am dying to live the life I want regardless if society, my parents or any one else who has an opinion thinks. I hope this inspires someone. If not, I have inspired my damn self because I made up the word selfmore and it sounds really dope and something I am truly interested in. 😀 Happy New Years!! ❤
Unbreakable, unshakable, unstoppable faith
I am writing a book. Well, actually. We are writing a book. It is going to be a book about the most profound God moments anyone would like to share with anyone who decides to read this book. I know that we all arent word savvy and/or do not even know where to begin with their story so I decided to questionnaires to either jog those creative juices or maybe the questionnaire itself can be placed in the book.
I am trying to get this book done AND PUBLISHED by December 31st. I have been procrastinating like nobody’s business so it basically crunch time. I need to have some sort of material by Nov 1st. On Dec 1st hopefully we can finalize and submit and perhaps have a new york times best selling book, ya dig?
So one aspect of the matter I wanted to cover was spiritual gifts Spiritual gifts according 1 Corinthians 12:1, 4-11 list the gifts as following
-Gift of Wisdom -Gift of Knowledge -Gift of Faith -Gift of Healing -Gift of performing miracles -Gift of Prophecy -Gift of Discernment-Gift of Speaking in Tongues -Gift of Interpretation of Tongues
If you do not understand what any of these means, just ask. I could go on for days explaining this. lol
If anyone has any questions and/or ideas for the book. Drop a comment. If you want to be a part of this. Drop a comment. Message me directly. I have a facebook group where the other people who want to be a part of this is hanging out lol
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Questions:
-What is your Spiritual Gift(s)? How do you know?
-Have you used your gift effectively? If so, please testify. If not, why not?
-What do you believe God's ultimate plan is?
-What do you think God has planned for your life? (Give as much detail as you want/can so the reader can understand why you believe this.)
-Do you believe Jesus will return in our life time? Why or Why not?
*if answered yes, are you ready? what do you think will happen?
-If you had the ability to change the world, what would you do first?
Late/Early Epiphany
Calling all Tribe members, friends, foes, family, and everyone else I need your help! It has been placed on my heart that I should ask all those who listen and want to be part of something beyond the flesh to help me write a book. I do not have all the details because this post is the beginning of what I believe could potentially be one of the greatest works of literature of our lifetime.
Topics can be but not limited to: be what God means to you. Why you believe in God. Your best God moment. What puzzles you about God and what you’re doing about it. A crazy belief you have that you KNOW is the truth but everyone just doesnt know it yet. Make one up! But you get the picture!
If you want in, comment or DM me 🙂
An after thought of more ways to make $$$
Ok, so I am still thinking about my last blog I literally just posted about the free apps that you can make money… well I have a few more apps to share with yall that the app itself is free but you have to have money/income to benefit from them
Earnin is my shit. For real. you can borrow money from yourself. There is no interest or fee… you can tip but its not required. All you have to do is prove you have a job that gives you direct deposit and send them you’re schedule. They are pretty picky about this and I always have a hard time when I have to change something. I dont blame them though because God bless whoever created such amazingness that I can use money that is mine before I get it. When your paycheck drops, that’s when they take whatever you borrowed out of your account. Baller right?
Shop Your Way is actually connected with earnin and every time you borrow money you get 1,000 which equals $1.00 . It expires in a month from the day you recieve it though which blows unless you connect your accounts to it and it sees where you are shopping/buying from. Uber is my transportation so every ride I take I get $2 cash back. Those bucks add up because in one month I made almost $150!!! You can only use the money on the website which is a weird kmart and sears put together…but yo… I promise you can find something to get with your money.
I used to use ibotta but I will make an entire post about them later when I figure out something about my account because I am going to begin again there because I work for them now 🙂
And wanna know how I got it? Downloading all these apps I started to think who is the customer service I message when I have a problem? I googled it and lo And behold Ibotta is actually based out of Denver and hiring! In conclusion my excessive app issue led me to a blessing. Ain’t nothin’ but God.
Also it just came to me that this blog is my testimony of God and I dont think I’ve ever posted an entry that wasnt besides the last one but like I said…I was still thinking about it and I decided to share more which only allowed me to see how God works in mysterious ways, he has his hand on everything in my life somehow and that it is on me to figure this out.
It’s sad to say I am super tough on myself because I am not where I want to be in my life and I am unsure if I am doing the right thing or not because all I REALLY want to do is Gods will and love Him. I actually hate money. I hate not having more people in my life to share the awesomeness God gives me. I feel like I have so much to give this world but no one listens to me.
Yet.
Well this took yet another turn. I gotta go to sleep yall. Ibotta duty at high noon +1
First person to comment what the heck I am talking about wins a prize. Baha
Apps you REALLY can make money using
Ok, so. I like to make easy money. Who doesnt right? If any one has seen my phone, then you have probably seen the 30 apps I have installed. I legit use all these apps because they give me money. How ? Well, lucky for you I will share 🙂
This is not in any particular order, but here are some apps I use regularly and have received actual income or an award for my time. No bullshit
Receipt Pal has got to be the easiest of all the apps because all you have to do is send in your receipt within 7 days of the purchase. There are different tiers of awards you can choose from like a gift card for a dinner and a movie or a $50 visa gift card. I went big and stayed home and redeemed my points for that fittyyy gift card. That was ballin’.
App Like is an app that suggests other apps for you to download and it gives you points according to how long you play them. I’ve been using it for years so I have made at least $100 from it. So if you play games on the regular and dont have this app. Well, you’re missing out on money.
Google Opinions shoot 3 or less question surveys about the places you visit within the past 24 hours. If you dont go anywhere, well you dont get a survey. It’s also a wise idea for you to have your location on. You can only use the money for the google play store, but I play Pokemon so this is the best for me because I dont have to use my own money to get the special stuff. I just save up here until I get enough to buy something 🙂
Panel App is like google opinions but with more options.
Pop! Slots, my Kanomi, and my Vegas all tie in to the same pot where you can accumlate tokens to redeem for real life prizes like comp rooms, food, and free play at casinos. Yes, I have tried it and have been able to have a getaway on the freeeeee.
Do you want a free bank account or savings account? Chime bank is the answer to that. Right now if you sign up using my referral code (christinamoore5) we both get $50. (you have to have at least one qualifying direct deposit). I got the account for the savings aspect and I am unsure how it works but every time I use it some sort of change go into my savings account. Its pretty dope to go check your money and you have more money in your savings account then your spending account and had no idea. How often does THAT happen to you?
Like trivia? Try out total trivia then. I stopped playing because I literally won every single thing they have to offer. If you sign up, be sure to tell em fleshandblood sent ya!
HeartbeatCo is an app where you can check out various campains held by up and coming businesses to try out or promote their products. You get paid to post about it on your social media accounts. It was kinda hard to get chosen at first, but once you get one campaign, they start rolling in! http://hrbt.io/join/1006217. The last campain I made 30 bucks. They reimbursed me for my product and loved my post. You get paid by the traffic that visits that particular post. It doesnt matter if you dont have alot of friends. If you have a few good friends that support you, then youre gucci gucci!
Right now I am working on this game called Prize Fiesta and Lucky Day. Prize Fiesta you can win a damn car. The game is stupid simple, its like candy crush meets super mario. I havent cashed out yet because you have to have $750 to do so ..or get into the prize cavern. (I have $420 and only been playing maybe 2 months)
Lucky Day is a scratch off game which I want to call bullshit in a way because I have been stuck on $8 for 2 months now and I can cash out at $10. I cant believe I havent accumlated 2 bucks! but you can win stuff via points too which I have millions of those. Again, I am trying to win the good shit. I have patience. Use my code 309r2ux and we both get 100,000 points!
And there you have it kids. This is why Christina has so many apps on her phone because I am out here making moves. Anyone know of any other apps that are pretty good for making money? until next time…
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On my 116 biz
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I have been trying to network like crazy. No I haven’t made any money. No I haven’t found anybody to join acorn with me. But yes, I was retweeted and reposted today. I’ve been gaining more followers on Mirakee and Lyf which both are super cool apps but legit no one I know has them. Why is it so hard to be successful and do what I want to do. Money. People having boring interests lol
Anywho. #bloglife
When things add up for you. Literally
Ever since I could remember, I have been absolutely terrible at math. It’s too hard and just never clicked in my head. But I do love to read..God I love to read and write. About 3 years ago I grew bored with reading and had a random thought that maybe numbers meant something. This thought wasn’t completely abstract because about 2 years before that, the last time I tripped on acid for a good part of that trip I saw numbers all around me. I could move them and mix them. It was insane. I didn’t understand what it meant at the time but now I do… everything adds up. It may not add up according to your life and will, but in the end your numbers add into the bigger picture.
Ever wonder how and why horoscopes are made? And usually you relate (if you dont you may either be born on a cusp or which ever horoscope you read was written in error ) numbers .
Ever wonder how psychics are real (if you think they are not, guess again) ? Numbers…. sometimes… that’s a different post… but willing to bet the psychic is aware of the power of numbers .
Before I researched anything I decided to write out what the numbers would mean if anything at all. When I got to #9 I felt like that was it…even though I believe several other numbers like 12,19 33,40, 47, 74,77, 360, 720, and 144000 have significance too (they do) but 1 thru 9 is the key.
No, literally its the key.
I researched what I got and yall… I was right.
Tf??!?!
I surprise myself sometimes with the things I think of and or create. This can’t be normal how deeply and profoundly I think about stuff.
And that day was the day I started to go all the way crazy 😆😂 I kid about it, but now that I have been enlightened by such ancient esoteric knowledge what should I do with it? I only can see like every thing and anything I want I guess. A friend said “if you look hard enough you will find what you are seeking” true. But this shit right here has yet to fail me or anyone else I have done a reading for. I am at 100% at being able to read numbers efficiently.
Of course I tested myself and made sure I knew what I was taking about because I represent truth and I am here to shut the fakes, false, and negative away. Not cater to it.
So on that note, let me read your numbers !!! I do it free of charge but the person I read for usually ends up giving me a gift or donation because they know I am in a constant cycle of financial instability… but not forever.. the time has come I stop being a broke 30 year old college graduate with real work ethic.
If you wanna chance me and donate before , I will immediately do your reading and get it to you within 12 hours unless otherwise stated by me. My husband started a fund for me and the goal is a $1. I haven’t made my goal yet. Will you chance $1 and your time to get the answers and clarity your soul yearns for? I got your back.
paypal.me/trapj3sus
Upleap Bio
As you know or you are now about to learn, I am on a quest to figure out networking and become a successful writer and/or artist. I can’t decide which one thing I have I want to focus on (I am a writer, artist, and wish to be rapper) so I try to juggle all 3. ADHD at its finest right!? But nothing has happened. Yet.
The other day I found this app called Mirakee and ever since then I have been gaining followers and attention to my pages. Cool. My Instagram has been pretty popular since about May or June last year when I became a member of Strange Music. A few people signed to their label or works for the company added me so I suppose association played a role in that. Always. You need to know someone and have money to succeed? But what about the people who go viral over stupid shit? Or simply dancing to the same song that everyone else is doing (which I do like from time to time) I am out here speaking truth and wanting everyone to be happy and free. For real. I believe in God who believes in me in which I believe in YOU.
Upleap asked me what my Instagram was about. I am long winded most of the time so this is what I said:
My Instagram is a glimpse of the life of a spiritual gangster. I am a writer who also loves music and picture taking. I’ve always been a black sheep when it came to pretty much any and everything. I’ve never really fit in with anyone, especially religious people. Most find it hard to believe I would have issues at all because I am so happy and positive majority of the time, but truth of the matter is, the darkness has been more than a 30 year old woman of God should experience. Well I guess that is MY outlook and its not about me. It’s about being ready when the day comes when life will reset and be restored. There are so many excuses and tales about this situation and it seems no one really wants to talk about it more less be REAL about it. The times have changed, we are in a new era and this time history went be repeating itself. “For something in your days is taking place you would not believe when you hear about it.” Habakkuk 1:5 I actually don’t base my entire life by the bible but it IS the LIVING word. So when I need it, it’s there for me. I know I am here to show anyone who comes across my path what it looks like when you give the glory to God and how all I really do is believe 100% and trust he guides my path. Everything after that becomes easier. The time is now. Aside from that which is my full time job. I have yet to make my career in the arts work. But I have nothing but faith. Welcome to the life of a Spritual Gangst3r
I will manifest the truth. My truth.
Help me to help us
So obviously I have been trying to make extra residual income because it’s hard out here for a pimp, I’m tired of struggling and I am in th e process of revamping my life and becoming financially stable … and staying that way is my mission for 2018. So my question is: anybody have a trick up their sleeve on how they make money ? What is the best app to use that actually pays you money and worth doing? Is there a place I can go promote myself and try to get my work and services in front of the right people? Are you by chance the answer to any of my questions? I’m trying so hard and won’t give up but a little insight would be cool… I’ve been sharing a few place I’ve been working on. #Acorn is hands down the best so far. Anyways…. don’t leave me hanging!
G7Disciple 